We see pretty pictures, diy's, recipes, parties.. happy smiles. And to be honest its inspiring. But to be more honest, I've been in my pj's and in a total frump for a few days. For me sometimes its easier to look at what everyone else is doing instead of going out and doing it too. I think its okay to be in a rut, but the key to it- is getting yourself out. Tonight I decided glitter would help (see photo below) and tomorrow I have high hopes for a shower.
I don't really share a lot here about myself except the business stuff and pretty pictures. Really I try to use this space as an extension for my business and things I find inspiring. However, shit gets hard sometimes and it feels good to type it all out. So while on Thursdays I usually share my treasure finds, today I want to appreciate whats in front of me, vent about the rut I put myself in and get over it.
So whats on my mind lately? Where do I start..
I was supposed to be at AltSummit this week and its an obvious bummer that I had to skip the trip when I had a free ticket (yeah yeah I know, stupid me.), but its ok I'm living vicariously through the #altsummit feeds and running our social media for Passionfruitads. Love Club just about kicked my ass again and I made a huge announcement that I will shut it down in June. But I'm having second thoughts if this is the way to go. Another stress is that I applied to be a speaker at Snap and I'm hoping hoping hoping I get chosen. Send some good ju-ju my way on this please!
Personal wise- Brandon is working in Peru and we actually couldn't talk at all for almost a week, which when you don't talk to your significant other (text/call/email/nada) it almost feels like they don't exist. Enter weird mood here. Thankfully I heard his voice, cried and then remembered I was indeed still married. Our house hunting ordeal is still up in the air as we just can't find the right place, but my fingers are crossed and I'm hoping to be in Portland in a few weeks!
Oh you guys, this is the best part of being in a rut (sarcasm yes). My mom is a dope chef, yep dope. I can't turn the lady and her treats down (I'm positive she wants me to be fat and miserable) and for that reason I have gained about 15lbs since October. Yikes maybe this is why I'm in my pjs?? Friends this rut is real and whats hard is having responsibilities while still having 'me time'. Its a reason a week away from here was for the best. I want to keep it real, I have issues too and although we measure what is going on in our lives differently none of us have perfect.
Don't get me wrong for the love of Ryan Gosling I'm ok. Just rut-ish and I needed to get that out.